i have soooo many things to say haiz but pls be reminded is so tiny so pls use a magnifying glass tyty....but 1st i will post 1st

Monday 07.04.05

hmm where to start ok today we all had a recap on the theme song den when we standing up singing we were like err...we all sing so loud including some boys cos we wanna cover HER voice den was a little squeezy so me and july stand at the highest there...den wow like attracting attention. den chorus part all SING so loud jun ying is like also soooooo loud we sing "FOLLOW THE STARS FOLLOW OUR HEARTS" LOL den some guys were playing a fool den we laugh ok den wasted 1 period of MT YIPPE... ok but still gt test. the test is NA paper so no prob la...den sci had done practical i haven finish sia but dun care la...aft that alot of ppl broke the apparatus ms goh was of cos angry den was recess...aft recess is eng i dunno wad happen to me keep so quiet den listen listen den art i was like also nt talking a little emo they keep asking me ok anot? den kept quiet....at last period we packing up mam say we need stay back for art lesson WTH? i still gt cabin duty sia...den maths leson dunno wat crap is teacher talking... no 1 is listening...den announced that there will be a class jersey...ok so on so fourth den geo nth much happen. aft sch rushed to cabin telling the instructor cannot do duty den mdm lau came told her and we were EXCUSED WOOTS...ok den rushed to canteen buy tissue prata so long seh... den quickly rush and eat. alot come asking me give them try den say ok lor aft that siwei bought all went snatching his den we all quickly rush to art room den do the art lor...den went hme posting!!! i still need to chiong my maths haiz...


i have been asking myself y does i go to sch?
teacher also have been asking...
s oy does i go to sch?
i go to sch becos of the SAKE of going...i felt nothing and i onli noe that i need to go to SCHOOL!!
i just hate it i dun have the feelings that i felt last yr that i wanna go sch or i can say that i dun have my pri sch feelings that i need to go to school!
so nw i ask myself a question y do i live?
i live is only for the sake of living or just let me die will do..

i just dunno y i dislike sch and my results are dropping dropping and dropping and i am in westwood nt like RV or where else...i just dunno y?
i dun understand y some teachers did that?
He/she do nt understand and asking ppl to redo their work...but thats nt the point y do ur class need so much scolding? every day every time every min and secs...
He/She do nt noe hw to teach he/she just leave the class go crazy like hell i noe it is hard to be a teacher but our class is nt even scared.
he/she ask us to think b4 we talk but do he/she do it NO...he/she just talk although it may seems like a sort of entertainment but inside ppl they are been hurt
(above i am nt the ppl i talking i just think abt wat teachers did it does nt involve me)

for some ppl i may seems like i am fierce actually i just wanna get wat i wan.
if ur dun wan go hme early and relax just keep on doing the same thing... and we cant go hme.
for some of them i seems like BOSSY or maybe i am but i just cant help it i dunno y???
i am trying to control alr but this isall wat ppl wan isnt it? all ppl wan their things done nicely and just score the marks...sry for the ppl i shouted at today cos i jus wan our grp to get on quickly with filming and we can get hme earlier.
i can be cheerful like laughing always but i also will be sad like dunno wad...i really wish i could cry out loud without any one noticing...
Am i really bossy or wad? i am just concern....
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i dunno y today i am so harsh someone did nt bring the box i am so harsh that i ask the person to call someone to bring it few sessions the other person nvr bring i hac care but this time round i am so harsh becos i left something in it. i JUST HATE SCHOOL. if the sch or the person really make me hate it . i think it is a bad thing nw i hate the person or cannot say hate is dun like. and i really can say that i HATE SCHOOL i just dun wanna go sch..haiz haiz haiz...i hate sch is nt that i have no frens but i just cant seem to communicate well with them but i still have some BESTIES with me who make me smile sometimes....i am really very sick and tired of it.nvm i just will nt DUMP all my feelings here sobz...

sad sad sad