The Wilted Rose'

June 28, 2008 | 10:08 PM

back to posting..
as lipin has counted i 4 days nvr posted le :D
i was busy...
1st week of school and i am busy? HAIZ!
lalala

ok just briefly...
wed had cabin till 7+? cos bully free thing...

den thurs....
err had music..was ok but i didnt noe hw to draw the music notes...ms fong taught me :D
den was art ok teacher changed place...den recess....err had sci had test ...RAWWR!! hard!
den eng...handed up our reading vocab..mdm jee ask us go read...den i read...den handed up..den was maths..i think was thelast lesson? ya last lesson. den went to eat lunch with sherice. ate laksa DAMN SPICY!!! OMG!! den went hme. at night found out something OMFG!!!!!!RAWWRRRRR!!!!
i am starting to hate NUMBERS especially 123

FRIDAY!
had pe..ran 2.4 OMG! i failedd...sian
den history..
had fun. had activity..WTH?!? zijian cut queue de if nt is our grp win de!!! ZIJIAN CHAET! even theier grp members also dunno him. he only WANT TO WIN!!!! den we push here push there..den they say he "molested" me LOL! den recess...came back had maths..sian..was doing hw? ya think so....den eng ok la den dragged! aft sch PISSED OF LOR!!!
wth? mr chou die die DUN WAN LET ME AND YX OPEN THE CABIN DOOR!
in the end caused sabrina wait so long....den say say say...yx cried! OMG! cso wl la dun wanna change with her. so mr chou went to look for wl he shouted WEILIANGGG~~~~ OMG! LOUD! den i went out. FINALLY change le...ok den went cabin i skipped lunch. edit slides..adn all tht FINALLY! started den i speak the strting and ending and i have the LESS SLIDES!!! woots! cos i distribute de hahas:D den went hme at 5.30? or 6? 1st time so late...reached hme use com den bath went gm hse..

SATURDAY!
woke up abt 10 by mum. awhile ltr the person came fix her fix there. ok go le...gm came...blah blah~~~
CONTINUE TML!!!!

June 24, 2008 | 11:21 PM

back posting

nt much sch starts..
sitting arrangement changed!
i sat with siwei cos is FD partner..
LOL
err eng we have a new trainee teacher
Ms Lee
me?
nope LOL XDD..i was so damn tired i slept late!! RAWWR!
haiz
den sun and mon talked on phone with lipin :D at night
CRAPPED!
hahas..
today..
err skipped
went library with lipin,diyanah and amirul and other boys..
XDD la qiwei lor dun wan go up bus in the end waited i think 51 min? by diyanah... for 1 bus 181? RAWWR! went buy some pasa malam food eat...den went lib..we 3 girls walked there.guys reached le...den diyanah come awhile den go le sobz...den go with lipin..
we did hw...aft tht come out lib gt 1 westwoodian SUDDENLY touch my bag. i turned tio scared. den lipin beside. he asked ehh girl girl u mao pai de isit?den huh? he said y nvr see u before? den we was like diao?!?!den walk say alot things la...aiya den went to popular. saw qiyin and yx.today mum birthday also. celebrated at home..
kk thts all need sleep le...

June 21, 2008 | 4:20 PM

back to posting

okaes talk abt yesterday..
yesterday woke up at 10+
try to finish my tution hw. finished the last 7 questions. and i am done...used maple private server...den used until tution teacher came. she also hlped me and sis bought mos burger :D den had tution till 4 used com.den bath blah blah...haiz always quarreling...i hate it ok...my father birthday so? still everyone quarreling haiz... what do they want? haiz..i did my chi hw till 1+ den slept at 3 at sis room.

today woke up at 9.30..
prepared breakfast prepared banana pancake :D den ate 10+ mapled. sis hlp me also lol XDD den cooked lunched at 11 den ate lunch watch tv. came back use com den went to watch tv at1 till 3.30 used com and change blogskin and song :D went bath at abt 5. dad came home. scolded me blah blah!! y? y? y? everyone is doing this? y?? haiz..i cried of cos..think lots of things...

y?y?y?
everyone is doing this to me?
am i really a bad person?
am i?
i always wondering...
do i have attitude problem?
is everyone hating me?
am i such a nuisance to everybody?
y?
am i a person tht u can vent ur anger on?
no!
i just hate it...
i am left alone here nw.
sister went out mother working and left with him...my dad
ok i had enough
i had so many things to do and ur are treating me like tht?
i felt tht i have pressure
so wat if i all day use com watch tv nvr do hw?
i had enough of saying and dont wish to say anymore

June 20, 2008 | 11:25 PM

hey peeps back to post..

ok everyday frm wed i think i had been mapling hahas with siwei cos using private server...lol
nw a days tio scolded nagged and lots la WTH!!!! haiz..become like venting box or wat? nag nag nag... tml will post again more detailed de :D cos nw late ok nt quite cos ltr mum wake up tio scolded nag again and maybe i am out of the hse XDD!

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June 17, 2008 | 8:30 PM

WHAT'S THE MEANING OF ALL THESE?!?!?!

this are the words floating around my head!

I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND!!!!!!!!!!

WHAT ARE ALL THAT!

WHAT is the MEANING of EVERYTHING in LIFE?!?!

I REALLY DUN UNDERSTAND!!!!

one thing i understood is:

EVERYTHING IN THE WORLD IS MY FAULT!

I need my cheering up materials!
THIS HOLIDAY IS BORING

i really dunno what is the mind of people?
i just wish i could cry out loud like before
but i couldn't i have grown frm many things tht happen this year.
i just wanna cry no matter wat ppl call me cry baby?
it doesn't matter.
although i have grown but
i atill use my heart to treat every one
what do i get in return?
i will always get those accusing words.
although i had some mistakes i really did wrong
but why am i always the one gt accused?
ok every thing my wrong?
my fault?
i just dunno how to deal with this is called mod swing i assume
just let me CRY OUT LOUD
can some one pls make me cry?
if u scolded me i wont cry
i just dunno why i cant?
the thing i wanna do is to CRY OUT LOUD!!!
what ppl did i ignored
but
inside me is hurting
i will forget everything
and
start a new life
in the coming term
hu really are my real frens?

| 6:11 PM

posting again :D

hmm woke up 11+ use com..den play games awhile. 12 went for lunch at gm hs.. wth ?!?! i am accused of wearing a bitch shirt! OMFG! pls lor will i want it? YUCKS! i bought the Giordano pink shirt last yr OMFG!!! nvm abt tht had lunch. went out to 900+ with sis she treated me mango ice blended. is sweet omg! i will oder other flavours nxt time. reached home. chatted on phone awhile with jesmond and siwei abt the hw. den did some hw and none were done went to bed to slp was damn tired la...woke up played game and edit some photos :D

cam-whoring XD last night

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June 16, 2008 | 10:22 PM

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| 5:26 PM

hey people back back back :DD

woke up on com watch ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni!! rox ok!!! den slack abit do hw...hahas den did music....and nw drawing my chinese de...lol sian sian ...
TIME FLIES~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

dunno fly like what....haiz...
pictures time i am becoming more and more zilian!!! LOL

my lunch for ystd

soup!

June 15, 2008 | 10:33 PM

hey peeps back again :D

shall skip cos everyday is BORING my life is colourless i had nothing to do except all the hw =[
i finally had my lunch for today :D i had mushroom pottage soup...had photo LOlL post tml...
just edited some photos...and upload some photos...some are edited long ago...

cute little timothy :DD

took this on my birthday XD

June 14, 2008 | 11:53 AM

people back to post :DD

FINALLY 1E bbq ended. although only play water bomb ok had fun....i will post pics and videos..my mood also was up and down.. dunno why? i think i lack of sleep cos i only slept for 6 hrs!! ARGHH!!! hate it la...i will start from the day...

at 2.45 jesmond and siwei came my hse hlp me take things den they sort of "dao luan" my hse...den i pour water..blah blah nt enough water i go cook...den waited for xueli they all to come cos they had lost their way..they came and wwe went out walking to blk 850...i nt sure but i walked the long cut...den went there sit..aft a while we went to fill up water bombs when lipin and sherice came..den the guys just started bombing..ok i didnt get wet. aft tht was a little pissed by the boys..i walked away actually is i went to find my grandmother to get bee hoon and buy ice..OMFG! the sun was burning...walked a few times...

went to my grandma hse den ask someone frm her hse hlp acc me go buy ice..den bought ice frm 7-11 i also bought water :D cos is too HOT!! den walked back gm hse take beehoon and a box to put the ice..den xueli came wanted go find her aunt i think..acc her den went back 850.

they finish bombing...den i out beehoon down ate cos i skipped 3 days lunch...aft tht went to fill the bombs again...filled le den the guys noe and they all walked away..me and qiyin went to find them and i took a video den in the end they all walked away..and i was been hitted by the damn ball! lucky nt my face...rawwr!!! went back continued to fill up..

we gave the guys a chance to fill water bombs BUT in the end [i dunno hw to say] making vanessa pissed/angry.. den all bs liao.. then the guys walked away sort of saw f4 is FLOWER 4 hahas.. so me, vaness, lipin, qiyin went to buy drinks..strting we asked the guys where is the minimart? they pointed the direction and vaness say is the other direction..den qiyin scold the guys "ni men hen guo fen zhi zhi dao chi bu yao bang mang" all BS den quiet le..

went to buy den we shake the coke let the boys open :DD jesmond and siwei wanted to play poker so i say hu wan play poker follow me go take...

den siwei and jesmond acc me...we walked la den jesmond say wa like her bodyguard sia..den say is FIR!! LOL! den huangwei came..jesmond say aiya extra we FIR leh..den jesmond say u go away we become SHE..LOL suddenly i turn pop out 2 guys...far away frm us..i went my gm hse den take le came out....i saw 5 boys..was thinking HUH?!?! ok den waited lift too long so walked stairs..went back jesmond say 5566 den they say y we like her bodyguard ah? den all walk very fast..went back den they played poker..

we too sian so aft tht played water bombs is the bombs tht we made earlier...den we BOMB BOMB BOMB...den rest all chased zijian we i bomb a soap one on him...and i only managed to bomb 2...RAWR!! went back den they all finish the bombs...we filled up again with the hlp of the boys..ok filled 1 pail de..den waited for 2nd round vaness mother came den they accidentally spray vaness mum..so cannot play..

aft her mum go le play 2nd round but zijian go le...bomb ok something happen dunno which person go bomb a soap near amalina and ti my cam..was of cos angry the 2 packets of water on my hand the just squashed it and was DAMN ANGRY!!! den wanted to go home..they went to find jesmond den vaness mum came back..wanted find them back but cannot...

found them went back we cleaned up...we clean the toilets cos was dirty..den sprayed water and the pipe was choke in the girls toilet..den alot go out...den we clean...in the end JESMOND out savior go put his hand down the pipe OMG! i had video hahas..cleaned a long time...den went outside..we went to clear up the charcoal...also long time haiz..den FINALLY done alot of them went hme....joshua threw charcoal at vaness say wo bu shi gu yi de shi you yi de..den throw at me said the same thing..he threw the charcoal in the plastic bag den hang it on my head OMFG!! of cos i shake it away den zijian beside hit tio him den he hang it back making my back so dirty!!! poured water den clean le..

left me, vaness, lipin, jesmond, siwei and joshua...we play of cos played poker..den very funny la..den played true or dare..den also funny..played poker again was so DAMN FUNNY laugh until stomach pain..we went back at ard 10.45 den walked back lipin, jesmond, siwei followed me cos they going the bus stop den joshua ride bike hme also same route...walked together reached hme 11 lucky nvr tio scolded cos mum nt hme yet quickly go clean up den on com awhile...went to bed watch tv...

Photographers : Sherice and Amalina and 4 photos by me haahs
few pictures of me XDD!