Recently, had a hair cut, maybe it seems no difference, sort of like it and hate it. I really love to smile, but sometimes it's hard to smile and be happy.

Have been mugging hard for the whole week, it's the 1st time ever, i am starting revise earlier and 1st time feeling so stress up and sometimes wanting to go into the book and capture all the points and knowledge. It's also the 1st time that, everyday i feel like crying....I really hope that my MYE will be what i expect.

For those who really don't trust me, who don't appreciate for what i am and treats me like transparent, i thank you for seeing me like this but i don't need you, all i need is motivation, that's all.Thanks.

Since i'm transparent to you and u don't even need us,i don't see a need to carry on. Fyi,i don't need you. On that very day,i have already made up my mind. This time round,i am serious,i am giving up everything for all the years. If time could rewind,i wont regret making this choice. It's time to breakfree and have a happy life.

Goodbye my friend. I've made up my mind.
I wont have any feelings anymore.

Maybe i shall go swimming tml, and go shopping next week.
I'm bored bored. Tv shows are still the best!

If i get to choose, i wont regret with everything that i did. I will be responsible for my own actions.

My throat is killing me, it was gone on monday and came back on wednesday. How great?

Elearning day sort of sucks, i thought i would receive teachers call but i didn't. i woke up at 8.49. Com whole day. Elearning day is making everyone to wear their glasses. Went out to had a haircut. Find it ok. But maybe the fringe is nt short enough? it makes no difference.
Studying for chem...but........

Flu~ Sore throat's gone.
Sore throat is gone thanks to the maggie i ate? i feel like sleeping, but i cant get to sleep.
Decided to watch shows~
Going to M.I.A soon, i just realised, we only have 1 more week. Darn it.....
Need to revise everything from the start.
Bye~

Yesterday was WestWood Carnival.
Pics up on FB.
View them if you want. I do not wish to elaborate.
Suffering from sore throat..... Woke up at 12, slept at 11.30 yesterday. POWER!
LOL, Just came back from tution, had dinner.
Tml is school again, how boring... =.=

Suddenly miss this hair and smile~

Hmm, what shall i start blogging about?
Cabbed to school today, sorry lipin. Went back class, did english. Lessons started. Hmm was ok. Chinese lesson do 10 anniversary things cos mam nt here den no teacher. After that was recess. Class was ok. Bio was crap with the "clowns" in class. Got back 2 of our maths test was ok, passed. Upcoming test : log, i confirm gg de. After school went CABIN buy the tiles, decorate, went back class. Went back cabin again. Finally went back class. Started to help painting. Me and Lipin went to find teachers and white paint. Mr chan sent me home to take the idk what, tina or what la. Siwei acc me. den went back school, help clean up and stuffs. Went home.~
TML IS FRI! i love it :)

Back to posting here.
*not emo post*

Many things went through my mind~ I thought this was all a dream but when i woke up i found that this is a cruel reality we all have to accept. We can't have the lives we all wished and wanted. Very soon, i have lost the motivation to go on but i need to promise myself to work hard for all the tests. Very soon, i will be out of all this. It's time to work hard.

I'm drifting apart from people. Well, nevermind. :)

:)

I feel like eating this ):

Busy everyday...Tests coming up.


Woke up, had breakfast. Watched tv. Had lunch. Used com, bath. went to find, zc,marcus,dk. Started doing banner. Went up and down to take the stuffs. Sitian came, we went down again. Serious work. Done, rushed back home. Pack up and went to tution. After tution, went to marcus's hse find them. Went off to buy peach red tea and red tea. Went home, had dinner. After dinner had peach red tea. The auntie scam me lor, give me small pearls. Ironed clothes and com.

Up and down for today.

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Woke up at 11 today, wash up,brush up. had breakfast. Watched xia yi zhan xing fu. Changed, went out to jp. Had old town, drank coffee and had nasi lemak. Walked around. Went to bus interchange,bought concession. Went to meet sitian, zhunchong, marcus. went to seven eleven wait for lengwei. Went to her house, i admit i shua ku. LOLOL. started doing everything. In the middle something funny happen. We were busying mopping lengwei's house tile. Did everything, nt completed. Went grandma house. sit, stone, watch tv, talk with sis. Went another grandma house. saw cousin, stoneeeee and roottttt there. Came home, bath. used com.

so yeaa... i am bored. homework not done. I find that i am a bad person idk. Weird life with school, i prefer studying at home. HAHA.

SO bored, So sleepy, So tired, SO busy!

I am too lazy to post~~

There is seriously nothing interesting happening this few days.
Been so sleepy and i just want to rot at home and sleep.
Tests, Tests, Tests, too many.....

I want to go out but i also want to stay at home..

I just want to say, yes its better.

Been so long since i had any proper post.

1st April, April's fool~~ So happy because sister brought back so many things for me :)

2nd April, Went cck cemetery there ( i think or is lck) Rained in the afternoon. Reached home watched show with dad :)

3rd April, went out EARLY in the morning @ 8.30 waited for her abt 2hrs? Went to have brunch.went searching for my jewels :) Bought lots of them :) Bused to bugis, had ice cream, mum went to pray, i waited outside. Mum went to buy things, while i went off 1st. but met her again because it was raining. Ran under the rain, and was made to stand in the rain while waiting for traffic ligh =.= Reached cck, waited for ws and jh. walked around ws had his ljs, jh had his old chang kee and i had my ramily and old chang kee. ramily was shared. After tht went walking ard and back to lot 1. everything started. went off first with abby and jy. trained till pioneer, thought going grandma hse 1st ended up walking home, bath, out. things made me so angry, ARGH worst day ever! lucky there is someone that thinks the same as me :)

4th April- nothing much.

5th April- Happy Birthday Siwei :)

Busyyy~!

Sister is back :) She got me quite alot of stuffs :)

I need a new School bag soon :)

short post for now, pictures will be uploaded tml.

HAPPY APRIL FOOL's DAY! :)
I wonder why is it a april fool and not a may fool? LOL lame..