WHAT'S THE MEANING OF ALL THESE?!?!?!this are the words floating around my head!
I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND!!!!!!!!!!WHAT ARE ALL THAT!WHAT is the MEANING of EVERYTHING in LIFE?!?!
I REALLY DUN UNDERSTAND!!!!
one thing i understood is:
EVERYTHING IN THE WORLD IS MY FAULT!I need my cheering up materials!
THIS HOLIDAY IS BORING i really dunno what is the mind of people?
i just wish i could cry out loud like before
but i couldn't i have grown frm many things tht happen this year.
i just wanna cry no matter wat ppl call me cry baby?
it doesn't matter.
although i have grown but
i atill use my heart to treat every one
what do i get in return?
i will always get those accusing words.
although i had some mistakes i really did wrong
but why am i always the one gt accused?
ok every thing my wrong?
my fault?
i just dunno how to deal with this is called mod swing i assume
just let me CRY OUT LOUD
can some one pls make me cry?
if u scolded me i wont cry
i just dunno why i cant?
the thing i wanna do is to CRY OUT LOUD!!!
what ppl did i ignored
but
inside me is hurting
i will forget everything
and
start a new life
in the coming term
hu really are my real frens?
