Firstly, i am just going to type some stupid things out for my behaviour today.
Maybe, you think is a stupid thing to do but i would not regret that.

I've thought for it before i did it. The feelings, i could not described. I know people cared and i understand every single thing. I understand. I just wish to talk to someone and i hoped they understand. I need someone who could understand my position and stand but i am not saying that you do not understand. I know, you do not understand unless i say it out.
Maybe, i doubt that no one understands me because me myself do not understand my own decision.
I hope that this freak up life would be gone because someday, i would be gone.

Now ________ made me hated him. I hate the words that came out from the his mouth. I hate him for making my day even worst.

Thank you for making it worst! :)